Sacrifice of Praise

Peace & Joy UnspeakableSometimes we, like all God’s children, face heart wrenching brokenness.  This brokenness typically comes from loss.  Loss of family, loss of home, loss of love, even the loss of our family pets..  Loss comes in so very, very many heart breaking ways threatening to destroy our faith in a loving creator God.

Tragic heart wrenching personal losses can turn a sunny day into dreary night.  Clouded with doubt, fear of the future and every uncertainty.  It can bring fountains of non-ending tears pouring from the soul which asks why…  Why me…  Why now?  Continue reading

 

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Grafted into the Family of God

Vineyard needing clean up for grafting

Spring is upon us!  The grey rain clouds have blown away and the flowers are blooming.  Everywhere I look I see the wonders of God’s creation in the varying shades of green and the lush growth.  This growth includes the budding of leaves in our vineyard… all the suckers… and weeds.  This year we have a daunting project before us.  The vineyards planted 6 and 10 years ago will be changed over.  The grapes that had been growing were not right for our “zone” and the resulting fruit was not tasty… and certainly did not produce good fruit for wine. (Or, anything else that matter).

We started with the older vineyard first.  The object was to graft buds into the camber of the trunk also called the “vine”.  The buds were to be cut out of tIMG_20160408_111802782he Zinfandel cuttings from our pruning kept dormant for just this time in the refrigerator.  However, no matter how hard Rick tried to cut through to the camber (the living part of the vine/trunk) it couldn’t be done.  Only the hardened woody part of the trunk could be accessed.  These vines were just too old, too hardened.  The only way to use the well-established root structure was to train up a new vine/trunk from the new growth growing from the base.  For these vines, it will be two years before grafting can be done… and another 2 years before the branch will yield a harvest.

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We moved on to the younger vines, testing camber access… Success!  These trunks were softer and the camber could be more easily accessed.  The buds could be easily grafted into these trunks. As I spent time in the vineyard with my husband over the last two weeks, God spoke to my heart using the vineyard as an example.  This vineyard did not produce good fruit so we had to make drastic changes.

God also does this when we chose to become Christians and follow in the steps of Jesus who gave His life for the forgiveness of our sins.  Just as we the vineyard keepers chose to keep the vines and graft in the new branches God chooses those pre-destined to enter into eternal life through grafting.   We are “grafted” into the family of God becoming one of God’s chosen people.  Ephesians 1:4-7

4just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we would be holy and blameless before Him. In love 5He predestined us to adoption as sons through Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the kind intention of His will, 6to the praise of the glory of His grace, which He freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. 7In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace…

We can now call Him Aba or Papa, Father.   This is what Jesus wants.  This is why He came to suffer and die so that ALL who would hear and freely chose could become a child of the living God.

Just as with our gnarly vineyard some folks grow a tough bark around the living soul.  This doesn’t have to come with age in years … older/tougher can be reflective of life experiences.  Hard life experiences can age/toughen an even young person and harden the “bark” around the camber of the living soul.

The alternative then is for God to grow a whole new trunk or vine, allowing a new tender vine to grow up from His roots in the soil of eternity.  Eventually, this new vine will become a full trunk and be ready to accept the grafting into the family of God. Oh, how good He is!   John 15:1-2

Jesus the True Vine
1I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser.2“Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit, He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit, He prunes it so that it may bear more fruit.…

Where are you in this process? Are you the new branch that has been grafted into the family of God bearing good fruit?  Or, is your living soul buried deeply beneath hurts and bruises of life… all the cold winds, rain, hail with a thick protective bark producing the wrong fruit?  There is hope, God is here.. Look around He may be preparing you even now…  open your heart and be grafted into everlasting life through Christ and to produce abundant fruit in the family of God…  Christ’s Invitation

 

Where Feet May Fail

 

ocean_waves_207578It was early afternoon on a hot and sunny June day when my husband finally admitted that he was really sick. It was time to go to ER, he had difficulty in walking and breathing… Then realized he couldn’t walk or even get up out of the chair. This man who had been a runner… never sick, always strong even during some of the previous medical challenges… I was called out on the waters..  click here continue reading

My Son Cancer?

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Roll back the years to my son’s Jr. year in high school, football, weight training and a shoulder that just plain would work no more.  What was wrong?  The doctor’s x-rays showed an abnormal bone growth and in hushed tones he mentioned to me that we would need to schedule a full body MRI to be sure that this type of “abnormality” wouldn’t be found in any other bones.

The 45 minute ride home was very quiet as we were both absorbed in our own thoughts… Terror, rippled down my spine and through my bones as I visualized my only son … Bone cancer is what the doctor had so quietly mumbled, hoping that my son wouldn’t hear.  But he had heard and through the soft hum of tires on the freeway said, “Mom, I just hope that I don’t light up like a Christmas tree when they do that test next week.”  This was sure to be a long week end.  The Friday doctor’s visit was over, a long week end of wondering and concern lay on the horizon.  Monday we should expect a call to schedule an immediate MRI.  The doctor had been very clear that there should be no delay. To continue

Kimberly’s Story of Healing~ Cancer

When we call, He hears and answers. The answers don’t always come in the way we seek or expect… but they come. God is a faithful Father, and Jesus as the Shepard of our lives keeps us safe and is always within reach… often carrying us through the most stressful times here in this life. Kimberly’s life reflects His love, grace mercy AND healing touch. Thank you Kimberly for sharing.

God is GREAT.

Kimberly’s Story of Healing~

Lord heals This testimony was written by a close friend of mine and sister in Christ. I remember the day she went to the hospital, the grueling surgery that followed, the phone call that floored me when she told me she was diagnosed with cancer, and feeling the fear of it all. During my visits with her in the hospital, what stands out in my mind was how strong and determined she was…

Most of us know someone who has had cancer. As you know, having cancer can put a halt to almost every part of life. I remember the day my life came to a jolting halt. It was Father’s Day, June 17, 2001.

I had been suffering from digestive problems for years, but the severe weakness and flu-like symptoms had gotten worse. Just days before, I had been to the urgent care and was diagnosed…

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Just Keep Walking!

Just Keep Walking!

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When you feel you have no more strength … just keep walking.

When your body aches with pain… just keep walking.

When the climb before you appears just too steep… just keep walking.

When you don’t understand why… just keep walking.

When you feel numb… just keep walking.

When you can’t see a purpose… just keep walking.    (to continue…   Just Keep Walking!.)

A Matter of Trust

 

Yes, trust is the key and often so difficult to maintain. I’ve been there and experienced both faith, trust and disappointment in maintaining that positive attitude. The Lord constantly reminds us “Fear Not” … anyway, He constantly reminds me of this since it has to be the biggest obstacle in my faith based life. Even though I can go back through my journals and  actually SEE how He has always provided, always been faithful- financially, spiritually and in the answers to the prayers of my heart. Isaiah 41:10 just one of many reminders.

ThIsahah 41_10ank you for posting your sweet story. Keep enjoying His love, basking in it and enjoying your kids while they are still young and at home. Time seems to fly as they mature.